KOOL AID!

You know when you have that urge to run across a field in the wind and rain, when you just cant think why or how or when or other questions that i cant think of now cos im still in the moment, well...its really cold.

Hoorah!

1000 profile views!

I'd like to thank Jesus, those tiny people I see in my bedroom at night and our fighting men and women abroad.

WE DID IT BABY! WOOH!

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The phone is ignoring me, how dare it! If only you'd let her call me.

blah blah blah

Happy days

I got an offer for a place at the creative writing course in Inchicore.
Actually didn't think I'd get it.

I'm 1 in 5! hoorah!

I'm celebrating by listening to Beirut and drinking a much needed cup of tea, strong, a drop of milk, no sugar.

Suddenly Einsteinian field equations don't look so menacing.

WIN AN IPHONE!

There's just too much noise these days.

Ah fuck it I'm just gonna do it and I don't care if it hurts...


...you will see me when you see me.

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and also here is that painting i did a few weeks ago:



silly flash.

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The new Silver Mt. Zion album is great.

no more!

So I'm not going to use my name here anymore i wanna be secret, so everyone who follows this blog don't use my name nor I'll just have to delete you or tell everyone you take your clothes off for money or I'll rat on the one of you who is actually gay.

Here's that piece of shit reference from my psychiatrist:

Dead kids dont get photographed, god bless this century.

Best show since Owen Pallett last year. Also first time in the button factory since it was TBMC.

I love Sophie Trudeau.

Intimate but intense. i was paralysed for most of it, bobbing my head unconsciously. Completely forgot about my knee.

Getting the new album NOW.

Roll on cocorosie and Daniel Johnston.

...a retching catharsis brought on by a hypomanic state every full moon.

Today I got a reference for college from my art teacher and my psychiatrist.
Now, I was hoping to have one from my psychiatrist but it was the registrar that wrote it which is awful because it makes me out to be a patient...especially when it says I'm a patient. I didn't want that at all.
So I'm going to scrawl my opinions on the letter and post it up here as 'found art'.

Birthday tomory, interview tomory, freedom tomory...

I can't remember ever feeling like this. I'm doing something I like and I hope I never stop.

Valedico.

I've completely forgotten how good these lyrics are...

I was still a child when you caught me and tied me to your bed
you gave me shoes and pretty clothes, and i gave you what i had between my legs
Just a rite of passage, you held me down and said
"I'm gonna be your right of passage, so boy you better spread, spread em"

You said.."run run run as fast as you can but you cant run run from the childcatchers hands"

I wrote your name in my shit across the town to warn the kids of your bloodshed
when i chased you with a burning cross, my mother she wanted you dead

she said "run run run as fast as you can but you cant run run from our law given hand"

you said
"well I've got no time for victims and i don't think it was all that bad
and if you can't run to save yourself well then you deserve to be had
this is the age of constipation, this is the age of martyrdom
I think you even enjoyed it, I think I even saw you come"

It was a bright cold day in April, and the clocks were striking thirteen.

So yeah um i got the confirmation letter from Inchicore college t'other day and i have my interview on tuesday, my birthday, which is kinda nice cos i can tell them that and they'll be nice to me because of that and kinda not nice cos i have an interview on my birfday, no need to explain that.

Today as soon as i got home i was on the computer writing stuff for the interview. NEW STORY! its about a paedophile!!! ooh! controversial! no but its a good story, yer man is sorry and he dies in the end, YAY!

- i think i got it subconsciously (or probably consciously) from watching the lovely bones during the weekend.

I cant believe i forgot to blog about that new painting i dids, its ok, you will see soon.
So from now until tuesday i will be sitting at this computer writing werds from my brainmeats and god said let there be light and there was light.

no mention of lilith which i think is terrible she would have made genesis great.
OOOH lightbulb over my head - GENESIS - THE MOVIE!.............there i've made millions for mel gibson.

right now i havs to takes poison for my brains lest i see the real truth.

Look. This... is all a mistake. I'm just a compound interest program. I work at a savings and loan! I can't play these video games!

I saw Miriam O'Callaghan today and possibly Glen Hansard, it looked like him anyway.

Ah Django Reinhardt...

...so long since a good old fashioned acid binge.